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why hello! i'm RACHEL SOH,
a tiny dot on the world map that's where i am,
look at your calender and note down 30/07-- my day!
am a golfer, and i live up to 'swing with pride, putt with victory'
i'm crappy and i can humour you to north pole
AiTongSchool. Graduated from
NorthVistaSecondary,
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that stupid con with shitfreak XD
early in the morning, waited for the shopping queen to arrive.
nyaa, ran 2km. timing was oh my god. ; 1301. slow.
next was music, we like changed and miss one period. got scolded by mr tan.
watched dunno what musical and i fell asleep; woke up, me and yongmin got scolded by mr tan.
!@#$ grrr. the aircon was nice okay can't blame right! haha.
equation : school + lesson = boring x1000000 = boring boring boring. lol.
played daniel's psp during maths lesson and i fell in love with his psp.
super fun and i've decided to buy for myself but currently short of cash, so must save!
chinese, yongmin sat beside me to chitchat. didn't pay attention basically for the whole day.
nothing gets into my brain lah. really. and i dunnoe waddahell mr lee is teaching. lol.
infoskills, sat with yiling, yongmin andn huishan. yiling and i dance like crazy. and she's the one laughing not me. hahaha ._.
and the whole class gotta stay back for detention till 230pm can. wah lau DO NOTHING hjjust sit there and stare blankly into space. !@#$%
Thursday, June 28, 2007 - 8:59 PM
sick sick sick!
fever fever fever! rahh.
didn't go school today.
miss the class photo taking. !@#$% hahaa oh well.
went training to mark attendance and slack ._.
and and , i'm going to school tomorrow even though i'm still on MC.
miss them many many lah :D hees.
{edit} I CAME TO SCHOOL FOR SARAH. TO PEI HER SEE BANANA. :D {/edit}
Monday, June 25, 2007 - 1:03 PM
went to euro funfair with serene.
sat the VORTEX, X COSTER, TOP GUN, THE CHALLENGER. super fun and scary.
let me elaborate further.
VORTEX; it's like super high and fast. you'll stop at the top at one point. super scary. 3tokens(s$7.50)
TOP GUN; it turns one big round. it'll take up speed guadually. and it'll turn upside down at the top. blood will gush to your forehead. and when you're at the top(upside down) you'll fly off your seat. REALLY FLY OFF. it'll stop there upside down for about 3seconds.(s$7.50)
XCOSTER; you'll spin round and round. basically roller coster lah.(s$7.50)
THE CHALLENGER; the best of all. you could feel that you're jumping off 50over storeys. it's higher than the HDB flats. gravity will push you backwards. and you'll spin and spin and spin.(s$10)
and and; i played games. 3 basketballs to get teddybears.
1 ball for the medium size bear. 2 balls in for the big bear and 3 balls in for the huge bear.
super difficult.
and i managed to bag home a BIG PINK BEAR! woots :D
Saturday, June 23, 2007 - 10:30 PM
woke up at 6am AGAIN.
this time flight time earlier. 7.10am.
actually am playing with bridget and phoebe.
but bridget overslept. so left me and phobe.
today's score was better than yesterday's.
but after combining both day's score= lousy.
Adiv instead of Cdiv! ohmygod lah.
am playing against super duper good golfers
like.. melissa, the top golfer in singapore.
clara, jennifer,amanda,and etc etc.
ain't gonna win. yawnsssss.
and SUNBURNED! ohmygod.
Thursday, June 21, 2007 - 2:51 PM
woke up at 6am.
super duper early lah.
am playing the standard chatered juniors.
i'm in the second flight. 7.17am.
oh my god. i play like shit can.
it's like so many overs. worst score ever!
and i'm playing with single handicappers.; jennifer,clara,amanda.
super duper good golfers lahh. i'm like super duper stressed up lahh.
after that meet up with serene.
went gym.
then arcade to play.
then second round of gym.
then back to arcade and went to have a drink.
went home. ohmygod.. tomorrow second round of standard chartered juniors open.
damn stress lahh. till then ciao!
Wednesday, June 20, 2007 - 5:43 PM
trent called to say today got training.
i was sleeping lah. so woke up. rushed to scc.
trained till 11. damn sleepy lah.
went home and sleeeeep.
woke up, went to J8 then to amk hub.
bought my FBTs.
gonna meet up with serene tomorrow. yay. :D
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 - 9:37 PM
morning woke up..
the very first thing was
to turn on the television to watch bleach.
oh my god.. boredom is killing me. RAH.
i have nothing to do at home.
but to study study and study.
and i haven't even started on my holiday homework.
and i don't plan to lah. =X
TAKEN FROM JACKIE; and it's meaningful. :D haha.
Love is very much like a taylormade driver , why ? taylormade driver R7 any model without the tiny and miniscule screws screwed in are like worthless shit . just 7-12 grams each , without that the driver is worthless . so lets compromise , love without the small and simple things are just pure useless . it makes a lot of sense really if you think . the stiffness of the shaft is how can you maintain your relationship , too flex is too whippy , too much freedom , easy to handle , too stiff a shaft if you cant control it , it goes wild , sprays around . think deep and consider this thought . generations have passed and failed in love test just to know what love is . CONTROL YOUR EMOTIONS , CONTROL LOVE .
Monday, June 18, 2007 - 7:37 PM
16.06.2007;
went to vivo with family. (:
ate dinner at sushi tei.
i queued for like 45mins.
mummy went to buy donuts.
she queued there too.
so no difference lah. haha.
bought a total of 20 donuts.
super nice. :D
the food at sushi tei was deliciooouuus! hees.
17.06.2007;
watched many many episodes of weixiao pasta.
super funny and nice :D
arrgh.
suddenly..
no mood to type alr. ):
and
HAPPY FATHERS` DAY TO EDMUND AHPA AND DADDY. :D
Sunday, June 17, 2007 - 9:43 PM
13.06.2007;
went to serene's house to transfer songs.
then went back to my house.
kiachun called. making sure it's 825 not 852.
haha. he waited for the wrong bus. lols.
6pm on the dot..
ALYSSA, KIACHUN, CHRISTOPHER came.
kiachun brought his remote control car.
played with his car. super cool. :D
and alyssa gotta psp!
she's super rich lahh. haha.
jackie lost his way.
went with serene to find him.
walk for hours then found him.
at fudupark playground.
it's like super far from my hse lahh.
brought him to my house.
then not long after yuentuck called.
they reached ler.
went with serene again to pick them up.
woah big group. ; ELLEEN. AMELIA. HONG SHENG. ALEX NG. YUENTUCK.
hahaha. then mrs chong with her 2 kids,
mr aw, mr chan came with ferrero rochers. (:
BBQed.
went to serve them ferrero rocher.
and that alex ng gave me one and he took the whole box.
nvm. still got 2 boxes. =X
hengtiong came late. haha.
and blablahblahblablahblahblablahblah.
ELLEEN. AMELIA. HONG SHENG. ALEX NG. YUENTUCK. KIACHUN. CHRISTOPHER. ALYSSA. HENGTIONG. JACKIE. SERENE. MRS CHONG. MR AW. MR CHAN and the rest THANKS FOR COMING! (:
and serene SORRY! pei me walk here and there. =X
and not forgetting SARAH SEE! she's in camp.
i'm missing her lahh ):
Thursday, June 14, 2007 - 10:48 AM
am super touched by jackie's "best golf buddies" hahahah i'm in it. LOLL.
and sarah's too :D hahahaa super touchedddd.
mum bought lots of assessment papers for me. aww.
i slept the whole entire day. staying at home is so so so boring!
am now sitting in my comfortable chair,
eating the oh so delicious icecream.
and also blogging away.
i want a psp! grr. 300bucks plus memory card add up to 400buck.
aww.. NO MONEY! gonna save. hahaha.
by the time i saved till that amount.
i don't think i wanna buy a psp alr. hehe.
i wanna iceskate.
i wanna go shopping.
Monday, June 11, 2007 - 8:20 PM
HAPPY 13th month anniversary to SARAH darling!
13 month of friendship. woots.
see i remembered. i doubt you remember. =X
sarah is going to church camp. aww.. gonna miss her like crazy can.
haha. take care hor. and lead them well. (:
watched "wei xiao" pasta over and over again. it's nice. hees. went training. putting competition with trent. winner gets $5. like waddafuck? i almost got the one dollar. he found out. so.. gotta return to him. and he kicked my butt. grr. went home and came online. wheees.
Sunday, June 10, 2007 - 7:26 PM
cancel the EMOness and bring out the HAPPIness.
i've think straight. i'll WAIT till his next msg arrives.
i'll be patient and waitwaitwait.
my sunnyside is back in action. hohoho.
❤RACHEL; this feeling's taking control of me and i can't help it. says:
HELLO CHUBBY! :D
& i ABSOLUT love prison break says:
:D
& i ABSOLUT love prison break says:
its not chubby
& i ABSOLUT love prison break says:
its
& i ABSOLUT love prison break says:
chubster
& i ABSOLUT love prison break says:
❤RACHEL; this feeling's taking control of me and i can't help it. says:
....
❤RACHEL; this feeling's taking control of me and i can't help it. says:
no difference XD haha
& i ABSOLUT love prison break says:
:D
& i ABSOLUT love prison break says:
RACH
& i ABSOLUT love prison break says:
i like
& i ABSOLUT love prison break says:
the word
& i ABSOLUT love prison break says:
RACH
❤RACHEL; this feeling's taking control of me and i can't help it. says:
EEee. okay. XD
SOMEONE ADMIRES MY NAME. hohoho. i'm cheering myself up. lols.
Saturday, June 09, 2007 - 8:58 PM
i feel like crying lah.
i'm having many thoughts lately.
my mind is running wild.
so many WHAT IFs in my mind left unanswered.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
i don't feel right.
i couldn't sleep.
i just kept thinking..
and thinking.
and thinking.
i'm sooo depressed lahh.
be it in my studies and my love life.
it suck lahh.
i'm super stress up right now.
i need someone to give me a listening ears.
but i don't know who to find.
i don't know who is willing to listen to all my problems.
i don't know. rahhh.
i don't wanna bother anyone who is unwilling to.
i want to vent all my anger, my sadness.
i want to shout it all out.
crying won't solve the problem.
rachel is a big girl now..
she don't wanna cry.
but i just can't help it.
slowly..
it's becoming a daily routine.
i felt so useless.
i can't seems to forget you.
i doubt you will know how i feel towards you.
i love you but i can't do anything about it.
and a piece of advice to sarah; cutting yourself won't solve your problem.
and stop cutting.
it'll leave a scar on you.
talk to someone and find a solution to your problems.
Friday, June 08, 2007 - 6:59 PM
my life is miserable. with the capital m.
i don't know how to love already.
and currently i don't know whether
to carry on waiting for you.
or just give up and move on.
i feel so useless.
i couldn't speak up to you.
i couldn't do anything.
if i got the power to turn back time.
i would definately spend that day with you properly.
i'm sorry.
but all that happened had already become the past.
not memories that i would remember.
but sadness and fustration instead.
it could turn out to be perfect.
but it turned out to be nasty.
i'm sorry.
i just don't know what's happening to me.
holidays sucks.
i'm rotting at home all day.
my life is so miserable.
i'm going nuts.
i'm going crazy.
i don't know how to feel.
and.
BITCH!
think i don't know that you've been bitching about me all along eh?
i have my sources.
and i'll know.
now i know your true colours.
don't act little miss friendly infront of me.
i was stupid to know you.
i even trusted you for goodess sake.
i shared many secrets with you.
talking about you just make my blood boil.
so fucked up already lahh! GRR.
you know who you are. ENOUGH
emo emo emo.
i.. seriously.. have.. to.. cool.. down..
too much things going on lately.
i love my TRUE friends.
those who kept me company.
those who comforted me when i'm down.
those who are really and truely who they are.
and the most important people are. ;
sarah: thanks for keeping me company yesterday. for calming me down..
jasmine: thanks for helping me out yesterday. without you. i won't be able to see *him*.
jinwei: you're the one who always giving me a listening ear. i really appreciate it.
roy: :D haha
limin: thank you. your crap. your jokes. it really does help.
serene: we must jia you tgt lahh . secrets are mean to be kept :D haha.
jackie: the lamest person i've ever met. haha =X
mundmund: my vulgar GOD AHPA. sorry about yesterday. scolded you like hell even though you did nothing. SORRY. i was pissed off ytd.
kiachun: heyhey , good luck for you know what. i'm your advisor and you must listen to me. muahah. anthony: E-V-I-L person. haha.
*him*: i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry..
what's wrong with me?
what's happening?
i've been thinking of you all day now.
love sickness is taking over me.
and i'm broke already lahh.
left with 7bucks. =.=
moody all day long.
i don't know lahh.
TSSSSSSSSSSSSKKKKKKK.
i feel so alone.
Thursday, June 07, 2007 - 3:20 PM
163ed to school and then lrted to cp with jasmine. :D ate yoshinoya. the walk walk.. took neos. it had been 12345 years since i took. haha. then went minitoons. bought jasmine a eeyore soft toy cos she've been a great help to me. yeahs. then at 230pm. i gotta meet *HIM*. and jasmine 163ed home alone. sorry and thanks. meet him ler. then blablahblablah. *SHHS it's a secret* hahah.
SHIHUI IS FIERCE! con with her ;
my days , my life , i'll spend it with you . i swear . says:
i dont want later ppl tell me you start smoking or what i tell you you die ah .
my days , my life , i'll spend it with you . i swear . says:
haas .
❤RA©HEL; TRALALALA. c says:
hahahaha LOL
❤RA©HEL; TRALALALA. c says:
wont lahs
my days , my life , i'll spend it with you . i swear . says:
wont jiu good lor .
❤RA©HEL; TRALALALA. c says:
got tatto huhs?
my days , my life , i'll spend it with you . i swear . says:
too late i've already started long ago .
my days , my life , i'll spend it with you . i swear . says:
who tell you .
❤RA©HEL; TRALALALA. c says:
nobody
❤RA©HEL; TRALALALA. c says:
your pics of cos
my days , my life , i'll spend it with you . i swear . says:
oh my friendster ah .
with yuentuck; HE SERIOUSLY WANS ME TO BANG WALL AND DIE !
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
hahaahha
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
u backside hole
❤RA©HEL; TRALALALA. c says:
you front hole
❤RA©HEL; TRALALALA. c says:
LOL =X
❤RA©HEL; TRALALALA. c says:
that sounds so wrong
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
yes
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
very wrong
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
u go bang wall die
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
haha
❤RA©HEL; TRALALALA. c says:
not worth it
❤RA©HEL; TRALALALA. c says:
you forced me to sae that!
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
hahahahaaha
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
i nvr lor
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
u vulgar lil girl
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
haha
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
my blog de photos
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
im so handsome
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
;X
❤RA©HEL; TRALALALA. c says:
where where?
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
TSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
go bang wall pls
™™™☆★❤ kiddooo ❤★☆®®® SP TAEKWONDO says:
haha
and i collected a new god AH PA from the "rubbish DUMP" or you called it the "LAKSA tang'. lols. bored.
abit of correction. my god AH PA saw this and he sae not from rubbish dump der. he say people from 123456 storeys drop him down one.
another correction. my god AH PA is getting HOT. as in not in the hot way lahs of cos =x he claims that heaven drop him one lor. abit ke siao liao. must go hougang chalet checkcheck.
ohmytian my god AH PA flaming already. okok. he is drop from the heaven and full stop. :D
SERIOUSLY.. I'M GOING NUTS
Wednesday, June 06, 2007 - 8:12 PM
ME :D
12years of friendship and am still counting.
me and jasmine; 4 years of friendship and am still counting
- 10:41 AM
stayed at home all day.. till jasmine sms me to meet her at playground. swinged. then she decided to come my house. haha. she chatted with my friends on msn.. crapped with them. like malu sia. ahaha. but then nvm all of them noe it's not me. phew. and limin and her quarrelled on the phone. like waddafuck sia. damn funny when you hear them quarrelling on the phone. the msn conversation between her and jackie and limin was damn OHMYGOD. i don't wanna elaborate further. XD SORRY JACKIE AND LIMIN ! XD
Tuesday, June 05, 2007 - 10:05 PM
haven't have the time to blog lately.. actually got.. but then due to my laziness and was also busy editing sarah's pics. haha. well.. these past few days were great. had the best chat of my life. you guys dunnoe what i meant right? haha. only me, jinwei, kiachun and sarah shall noe about it. (: haha. many late at night conferencing, hot topics were spoken. and we just went weeehooo. haha.
yesterday.. had a family gathering. my ahgong's treat? so sweet eh? haha. 9 dishes in total for each of the two tables. the dessert was yummilicious. the younger ones are playing with lappy. while the big kids.. well.. we talk like we never talk before. haha. "da jiu" came to join our table.. chatted with me, emily and gerald.. talking about universities stuffs and getting a job." anyways.. emily is in NTU year2, gerald is in poly year1. me? secondary 2 with the suckiest MYE results in my whole entire life.. wondering whether i can promote to secondary 3E next year. HAIS. cut short for now .. blablahblah.. the phrase we learnt from him is :"do your best and be the best" it's quite meaningful though. HOMESWEETHOME. and am fucking fustrated with blogger. i've be retyping and retyping trice till i got fed up! grrr.
today.. i've done tonnes of maths questions during mr michael's lesson.. and seriously.. it's helping. maths lessons was pushed from 830am- 1230nn. long ehh? due to the fucking rain.. mr michael thinks it's too dangerous for us to go home. so we had to stay in the oh so comfortable air condition room doing many many maths sums. well.. atleast i spent my time wisely. (: went to training at 5. coach went so craaazy? haha. and jackieee got a new girlfriend. =X wooo. haha. plus i wan my present from thailand.
Monday, June 04, 2007 - 11:23 PM
you've really changed dramastically. i no longer know who are you.
what has happened to you? it's not just only me who noticed THAT great difference in you. there are more and i shall not name. if you do come back. come back with a good reason, for friendship and not just you being left alone by your friends no one to go to, and so you come back to us. if you think whatever you do satisfy you.. go ahead cause i dun bother to care about you no more. you have lead many people worrying for you, wanting for you to change for the better.. but all they get is just dissapointment in you. we've already tried our very best to help.. but all you does is to go to them, turning deaf ear on all our words. you may not see the dramastic change in you but people around you can see, can feel. the NEW you have cause you "harm". and you wouldn't know what is it. if you think chosing to leave us is doing you good. wow.. i'll be happy for you, and don't you ever come back cause i'll show no mercy. i have made up my mind. losing you doesn't matter to me at all. what's important is i saw your true colours. IT'S OVER.
Friday, June 01, 2007 - 7:20 PM
why hello! i'm RACHEL SOH,
